Sounds like your confused.Well I have - but under protest!
It's difficult to understand the attraction of trying to eat a likely suspect meal ladled onto a paper plate balanced precariously on the lap with a plastic fork and having to share the food with various sundry bugs that feel entitled to a piece of the action - and especially so when you know very well that there is a perfectly fine dining table inside as well as decent chairs, crockery and cutlery.