It's not really got much clearer... I decided that I would probably not be competitive for the apprenticeship scheme I initially mentioned, certainly not this year, not least as I need to concentrate on my degree, I also realised that I absolutely couldn't stick an MSc right now, I've given all I can give to full-time education for the time being.
To complicate things further, the area of chemistry I've specialised in is in relatively low demand right now, so In terms of chem jobs it looks like initially I'd have to take an internship or HND level technical position in order to prove I had adaptability and transferable skills... Whereas I have significant experience and good references in the timber trades, not to mention a natural enthusiasm....
But as a graduate, I would not eligible to be part of an apprenticeship scheme funded through the skills councils and as someone who's old enough to be entitled to both the full adult minimum wage and the new mandatory workplace pension; I'm not convinced that I could persuade a perspective employer to take me on when they're having to pay me more than most other applicants and then pay the full cost of my training on top!
The third option, I can go back to working at the sawmill (which In lieu of another job coming up, I will be doing as of june) and work towards an assessed qualification which would prove my worth to perspective employers.
If the mill would be willing to support me in doing the practical elements of an NVQ-L3 in Wood Machining that would be ideal. If not I've been examining the Institute of Carpenters awards, I feel that I could definitely complete the Intermediate award and that potentially be able to go directly for the Licentiate in a reasonably short timescale if I was to seek out opportunities to gain more experience on site (the element which I'd be lacking at currently); Having read the syllabus for the Membership award, that might be achievable, but would require a significant self-study commitment to get up to scratch for some of the technical areas which I am unfamiliar with, given how burnt out I feel with learning right now, it's probably too far-reaching an aim
Then finally, I could start looking for graduate programmes/jobs in the timber industry, i'd be better placed with a forestry or engineering degree on the operational side of things, but can try to maximise the impact of my experience and knowledge with respects to both timber conversion and value added operations.
SO... I might end up working as a chemist, I might get lucky with an apprenticeship (ideally advanced craft leading to NVQ L3&4 qualis), I might have to slog my guts out working, training and possibly even studying to get a bit of paper to prove I could be a valuable addition to a firm, in order to get the experience and colleague input that would take me from alright, to excellence. Tune in next time as it's still all to play for in "What in god's name am I doing with my life?"