Right so I had to put my almost daily efforts in my garage (I'd love to say it's a workshop, but it's a corner of the garage) and got through quite a few projects and thoroughly enjoyed them. However I've had to start university work again, and the concept of doing everything at home has made me feel a bit lethargic as I sit thinking "I'm meant to be working on my assignments" whereas in fact I am ahead of where I need to be by a fair way.
I'm halfway through making a box, which has dovetails, which I dread with a passion. I have also made a massive pig's ear of virtually every piece of wood that's meant to make the damned thing so I know it'll look absolutely terrible at the end. Now part of me thinks "it doesn't matter, just finish it and it's good practice. You can always set fire to it." but at the same time I really want to start something else, except I don't know what. And I've not much timber lying around.
Anyway - I need some motivation!!!
I follow your thought pattern here - there are some cognitive traps, though:
1) studyer's guilt - I took exams as part of a profession here for the better part of a decade after college and had the same thing ("if I don't stay alert about study stuff, is this forbidden shop time going to be what causes me to fail?"). The answer to that is that you have to write down your assignments, goals and then stick to them without only feeling like any potential free time has to be used to supplement more to the studies (unless you like that).
2) you're probably better at something other than woodworking. Nearly everyone here is, we're professionals or training to be or something along those lines and forget what it's like to learn something you're not an expert at. It sounds like you dread the dovetails because of the potential outcome. Instead of dreading the the outcome, consider what you can learn if you make mistakes. Almost everything we do well is made better by making mistakes and then learning how to eliminate them. Starting from a low point and expecting perfection doesn't really happen, and even if it does, you lose the value of making mistakes and will probably just make them later instead.
I can make a few things well enough that I could sell them. I have no desire to, but I've noticed over time that the things that I could sell professionally are those things where I was bonkers about working through making mistakes to eliminate them. They are also things that I can do with less thought now and be more productive (they're more enjoyable to make than doing one unfamiliar project after another and standing and thinking more than working).
All that said, when I get really busy at work, or when something isn't going well at work, I often don't feel like going to the shop. I go less or I take that time to sell things or clean things up so that when I finally feel like going back to the shop, it won't be a huge mess. The key to enjoying time in the shop is:
1) view things that are difficult as a chance not to make the next perfect item, but to use the making of the items to find out where you'll have trouble and then solve one problem at a time (not all problems at once) and get incrementally better
2) find something that you want to:
- ultimately make at a high level
- want to have the result of (or want to make to sell), and would be interested enough in the outcome of to be motivated to make said item well
If #2 doesn't pop out at you, wait for it to. Something will come along. Nothing sucks like starting a big project that you sort of want to make and sort of don't want to make, and then you find halfway through it you're not interested in completing the thing.